Yonder Yew

The thorns,

They hurt, they bleed.

The wounds,

They ooze, don't heal.

The flower,

She looks, and leaves a soothing feel.

Every once in a while.

-- My Edelweiss, my magic

Current Location: Above The Clouds
Current Mood: high

The love I gave her were but thorns that prick.
The care I showed made her heart as heavy as a brick.
Lord, tell me why,
No matter how I try
To show what's in my heart,
I just drift further apart!
Tell me why I just cannot learn the needed trick.


I know not what in her mind she does think,
I cannot understand what pushes her to the brink!
Lord, please help me learn
How to make her feel fun,
Show me, what from my side
Can make her smile from the inside!
'Coz when I hurt her, like a stone my heart does sink.

-- Hoping some day I'll know how to show my affection.

Current Location: Dungeon of Accursed
Current Mood: distressed

In my heart
There's a heavy stone.
To even my dearest,
Who I call my own,
I am but a burden -
Heavy and sharp!
The happiness of their lives
I seem to usurp!

-- Wish I could hurt less

Current Location: Hall of Pain
Current Mood: sore

On a day like today,
     I feel I could give.
Give more than I can,
    To make you happily jive.

Only if I could find
    Something to please your mind.
So I look all around myself,
    All I see is an old bookshelf.
So from the lost old pages,
    Here's a poem, lost in the ages.

May you find soon
    The man of your life.
May he be your boon
    As you become his wife.

        - My sweet little child, I love you.

Current Location: Lost World
Current Mood: confused

The War is won,
2006 is gone

We've burnt midnight oil,
Gone through a tough toil.

All the parties we didnt have then -
Aint forgotten, they've come again!

So come one, and come all
Lets say, "Happy Bday All"!

Current Location: Bubble Bath
Current Mood: high

Sometimes you get this ethereal day!
You wake up to a hug,
That takes all worries away.

You go off to work, all bright n happy,
And when you come home,
You've gotten news that's whacky!

You're already feeling content.
And it seems a great day,
But it gets better every moment!

She gives you a hug -
A hug that lasts!
You're feeling so smug.

Even that aint all that's bundled.
'Coz she sits on your lap,
And lets herself be cuddled.

And then it happens, ultimate bliss -
I real first time.
She plants you a kiss!

- 'coz I haven't felt so free in ... probably never.

Current Location: The top of the universe
Current Mood: ecstatic

Thank you.
For letting me cry.
For being with me when I hurt you.
For sharing.
For knowing my medicines better than me.
For not blowing up.
For giving me the chance to fulfill one whim.
For walking me through the grasslands in the rain, by the train.
For hearing me out.
For correcting me.
For my only bright premonition.
For making so many wishes come true.

But most of all -
For teaching me to clean my wounds.
For giving me memories so bright!

And I'm sorry.
For getting you into trouble.
For not learning fast enough.
For not being there when you needed me, so you could say Bye.


But most of all -
For demanding things you dont like to give.

Current Location: Nowhere
Current Mood: blank

Life's a great teacher,
From Him we have to learn.
For those that cannot,
There's much heart burn.

The better students come out with accolades,
Like in any other class,
Those that dont listen, learn
Find it hard to pass.
The weaker may also, with luck, and effort,
Just manage to set sail.
But there's always the stubborn Yew -
Doomed to fail.

You can stand under the Yew,
The shade soothing you may find.
You can lean on the trunk,
But never to the Yew should you bind.

Coz its doomed, accursed.
Its trunk too deeply rooted.
It wont keep up pace with, it cant learn.
It will fail itself, the ones around shall burn.

He knows the Yew, and its curse,
So He gave the Yew a gift.
The Yew can live its long ages by itself,
As long as the Earth doesnt rift.
For into the Earth it sends them down,
Its long meshed clinging buttresses.
That's all the support the Yew needs,
The better students dont need to be there,
The Yew will live without their caresses.

The better students must go on,
They are the stars of Life.
They will need to live & learn,
And win in every strife!
The old Yew cant go with them,
But it wishes them the best.
"Oh my darest folks, run ahead, I say!",
Its says, and goes back to its dark rest.


- With best wishes

Current Location: Bottomless pit
Current Mood: guilty

My little child is angry,
But she's not in wrath;
Coz I've done something stupid,
But hurtful it was not.
A wee bit for me, may be -
But in my head, it wasnt so plain.
My child, she aint scolding,
But slowly she does explain.
And like a mother,
Her golden heart does complain.
I know once more,
That even I can be loved!
And then I go hug her again.
All sorrow away I shove!

-- Just to say thanks

Current Mood: cheerful

There's a feeling,
From deep within me -
A dance of celebration,
That my soul can see.
Reason?
There never is much!
Not in happiness,
Not as such.
But I do know
That there's a little one
Who'se been given her worth,
For the toils she's done.

-- 'Coz even I can be happy.

Current Mood: bouncy

I'm tired.
Of hurting.
Even those I love.
And myself.
When them that I hurt, dont protest.
Or say that it hurts.
But help me.
See.
Things that I didnt see.
And hurt them.

I'm sorry.

And tired.

-- On a foolish day

Current Location: Pits
Current Mood: tired

Weapon of light
You wield in the rain,
Searing through the sky,
Blade that many hath slain.

One quick stroke,
Right through my brain.
Split my head,
Litter my brain.
End this life,
This stinking pain.

-- On a rainy night